Songs to Learn and sing.

Just left click and they will play automatically.

You can save a song by right clicking and then clicking "save target as." It should auto save into my documents somewhere. I WANT people to copy it and burn it for free. They are all in mp3 format and under 3 meg. I wrote them, sang them, played them and recorded them badly.

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Darkest; prettiest first -

DARKLING LYRICS

I thought I felt your hand touch my face
My valentine has hollow eyes.
All the stories that we told ourselves.
The frozen motions of our lives
I watched your face while you came
And the blade that turns in your mind.
Your breath against me in colours again.
And your face a hot white line.
Is it because I’m a liar or because you’re a whore.
That makes me want to give up, just give up, and open my neck onto the floor.
You know you can touch the dead child inside you.
It’s enough, isn’t it, the things that we go through.
I watched your face while you came
d the blade that turns in your mind.
Your breath against me in colours again.
And your face a hot white line.

I need you to sing to me.
Come down into the street.

Trace my scars with your fingers.

Lie to me.

About what you see.

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Most mellow; most popular

MAKE LOVE STAY LYRICS

Maybe in the dark,
the end of the day
maybe then it…
it will be okay
maybe then…
maybe that is the only way
maybe then we can,
make love stay
Jealousy in dreams and cries
Of all the beautiful lies
This is the least untrue

All my drawings are of you

Your skin was
Against me like hot silk
All your ashes
All your guilt

I have it
I have it still…
I remember
So cold that night…
bloody SEPTEMBER.
You let me taste your love sick mouth
Swear to me I will never get out.
But you… warm your lips and…
you promise me more
But There’s goon in the corner…
There is

Meth in the drawer.

I’ve got a bottle of gin
To keep me thin
I’ve got limping rhythms and I’ve got
Broken skin
Sin that smells like cinnamon and you…
Wipe your chin while…
While my teeth sink in.

In your favourite red pen
You wrote really bad poetry
On the insides of my legs
And all over the rest of me.

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Very not mellow (and the best one. Yes.) Awesome. Heh.

HAPPY HOUR LYRICS

(these are the best)

In the morning I watch you cry in your sleep.
Make up in lines all over your cheek
It hurts you the most when people are kind
Like a burn or a scalpel in your mind.

It’s only me, just me, that’s all.
Going mad outside in the hall.
You’ve got a messy heart cutting up your ribs
Sex and sweat and blood red lips.

It’s like a heart in the heart sometimes
You sleep with me in a sickness of time.
And now it’s happy hour on a Friday night
And I’m walking around with a head full of light.

Exhausted and lonely
Fragile and ugly
Tricked into empathy
Hacked out of destiny

Find some truth,
When the sun stops
When the last letter burns;
While the blood…
clots

I know it’s my fault x 10

Murder the light with your skinny arms
Smokin’ and crying cuz you know what you are.
In a seizure of life my sweet born liar
Where-ever you touch me is a white hot wire

You were shaking naked above me
Tearing the pages out of my diary

And all that I want is to take you to bed
But you scream at me cuz I lost my meds
Now it’s happy hour on a Friday night
And I’m walking around with a head full of light.

I know it’s my fault x 8

Push my head to your chest so I can hear your heart.
Open your eyes and see the dark
Hold me down and read what I wrote.
Open my mouth
And fucking scream down my throat.
Scream down my throat.

SCREAM DOWN MY THROAT

I wrote "Happy Hour" it then recorded it the next day and really should do it again. Better. Yeah... I can sing it much better than that though I am keeping the lead break that's for sure.

The timing is pretty out, but that’s mostly because I was so damned manic (see the bipolar and Paul page).

I have never written lead before, and though I didn’t play it all that well, it DOES get me dancing really really badly. Which I do like to do as enthusiastically as possible whenever I can find an excuse.

Still… it works for me. Oh yeah. Love that song.

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Most passionate of them all. Still makes me cry to hear it and I never play it... though I listen to it often enough. It goes with this painting, the song for this woman, though she deserves niether.

NOTHING ENDLESS LYRICS

(Song has been renamed "The Frail Sisterhood". These words are brutal.)

I can see your faded heart
Only Because
I can see in the dark
Behind the skin within
Your carefully
Attractive scars
Mouthing silent answers
Gently, through the glass
Where it starts

Promise me, baby
That you will cut my arms
Because I never, never
Wanna have to ask

CHORUS

Bleed into me, and stay
Kiss me as you fade away
Find a way, find a way
Crying, and afraid

VERSES

She wants hunger and hurting
In a black fever humming
So she is hunting in jeans
Still sticky from sinning
The un-healing taint
That deep – wound of fate

This is what she makes
This is what it takes
This is the shape
This is what she makes
This is the shape
(Overlaid with chorus)

Seven is the number
If I wanna get her any wetter
She needs me to hit her
She aches, she aches
For a hammer

CHORUS X 2

The torn edge of the night
Makes you think that maybe, maybe it might
Warm the cold streets and your bare feet
Freezing small and white
Soaking the edge of the sky
The bloody, beautiful night
The sweetness the softness
The toxic... endless NIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGHT

The way you live your life
The torn edge of the night
My love... my love.
Close your blind, dying eyes.